Actress Lucy DeCoutere says an email she sent to Jian Ghomeshi where she described wanting to have sex with the ex radio host does not change the fact that he assaulted her one night in July 2003, a court heard Friday.

During the second day of DeCoutere's cross-examination in Ghomeshi's sexual assault trial, defence lawyer Marie Henein produced several emails the witness sent Ghomeshi in the days, weeks, months and years following the alleged incident.

The Trailer Park Boys actress, who is the only one of the three complainants who can be publicly identified, testified this week that Ghomeshi had just finished giving her a tour of his home after a dinner date on the Danforth when he "suddenly" starting kissing her.

She said without warning the accused starting choking her and slapping her across the face.

In one of the emails Henein presented to the court, DeCoutere writes to Ghomeshi a day after the alleged attack and says, “You kicked my a** last night and that makes me want to f*** your brains out tonight.”

Henein used the email to question the witness' claim of assault.

"The next day, after thinking about it, you wanted to f*** his brains out?” Henein asked.

DeCoutere defended her actions, pointing out that she never consented to the aggression.

“Regardless, Mr. Ghomeshi choked me with no consent because he never asked for it. He slapped me with no consent because he never asked for it,” she reaffirmed.

Another email the actress was confronted with was a note sent 17 days after Ghomeshi allegedly attacked her.

In the correspondence, she calls Ghomeshi "magic" and says she would love to see him again. She says she feels as though she might have "really p***** off" the CBC star "somehow," but does not elaborate on why.

An email she sent before an annual television conference in Banff in June, 2004, the same event the two had met at the year prior, DeCoutere asked Ghomeshi:

"how busy are you gonna be in banff? I wanna play with you. I’m am in the midst of planning my day… of course it’ll be a bit hairy but wanna go for a hike? Pims on the terrance? Chance encounter in the broom closet?"

She admitted on the stand she had in fact spent time in Banff with Ghomeshi, going shopping with the radio personality and going out for drinks with him.

DeCoutere conceded that she had attempted to maintain a sort of friendship with him over the years because she knew they would be crossing paths at public events.

She said her contact with Ghomeshi was her way of "humanizing" him and "neutralizing" the negative experience she had with him.

"I would go out of my way to be friendly to someone who is a bully," she said of her personality.

While some of the emails DeCoutere sent were sexually suggestive, she maintains that she never wanted to pursue a romantic relationship with Ghomeshi and added that she never actually slept with him.

An image she sent to Ghomeshi in October 2005 of her performing fellatio on a beer bottle, is something DeCoutere said was simply meant to be funny.

"My intent was never to tantalize him," she added.

In a hand-written letter the witness sent to Ghomeshi after she returned home to Halifax five days after the alleged attack, she said she "loved spending time with" him and concluded the correspondence by saying, “I love your hands.”

When asked about why she didn't mention the letter to the court before, DeCoutere said she did not remember writing it.

"I guess I wanted to forget about it," she testified.

Given an opportunity to elaborate on the letter, DeCoutere she said it was written at a time when she had "conflicted feelings" about Ghomeshi.

"That doesn’t change the fact that he assaulted me and I never gave consent to him," she said.

"This letter, and any subsequent correspondence or encounters that I had with Mr. Ghomeshi, changed nothing."

The comments were echoed by DeCoutere's lawyer, who spoke to media following Friday's proceedings.

"Violence against women is not about the behaviour of the woman, it is not about how they cope with the assault or the details they commit to memory in the aftermath. It is not about whether they see their abusers again, or send flowers anymore than it is about what they wore and how much they had to drink," Gillian Hnatiw told reporters.

Ghomeshi has pleaded not guilty to four counts of sexual assault and one count of overcoming resistance, choking in connection with the case.

The trial continues at Old City Hall on Monday morning.